Listening to Ween

I'm sitting here wondering if something I've been thinking about has been the wrong thought all along. I mean I used to have this thought that seemed right, but today it seemed wrong. But, it's okay since the original thought was most likely wrong to begin with, so if I was wrong about it then this must be right. I think. But, I'm still kinda bummed out about thinking the thought was wrong. Since it was a pretty sweet thought to begin with. I think though that overall I am still gonna think this thought, wrong as it may seem since it really seems pretty right to me, and just go on as I was before. This seems like the most appropiate course of action. I think. Oh well, I'm just gonna listen to this Ween cd I got and think about how I need to do drugs soon and I don't mean smoke pot, that's shit that I can do anytime I feel like. I mean I need to take some pschyadelic shit like mushrooms or something and expand my mind a little bit. I kinda need it. Haven't done it in awhile and I think it goes hand in hand with my new year's resolution to "grow" as a human being. It should help. Also, it will make for fun music making. I am writing an album, but I already have plans for some EP's I wanna relase afterwards. Some cool experimental shit. The kind of stuff that makes you think "did that chicken just steal my SD card?" And "why am I holding the fruit of a dead tree for so long?" I guess it will just have to wait for now.

too many things to think about

Music spins my life. I live in a place where I should be happy, but I'm not. I think that I should move away, but I'm not sure if that's the right idea. Maybe I just need to get out of where I'm staying at. A change of living quarters, not a change of location may be all I need. I have so many friends here and this place is so wonderful that I feel a connection and I don't think I should sever that just yet. If I moved away it's not like I would lose all of my friends, I just wouldn't see them as much as I do now and that would definitely be a sad thing. Where I would go I would not be alone, but it would definitely be different. I'll be getting a test drive of it soon since I am going on a mini vacation. It should definitely help. Then maybe I can get a handle on what it is that I want to do. So, how's things with you?

a simple ranting...

I've never thought to myself that I might vote republican, but after tonight I have to change that. My friend brought up some good points. Sure, I was drunk and agreed with him, but still it says something. I guess I am growing, which is of course my idea for this year. I mean to try and grow and be a better human being. It should be fun to see how it works out. Robots one day will rule us humans like kings of a battery factory. I went to a bar tonight and my friend got drunk and embarrassed himself. It was a great pleasure to see him do it. Good times. I also saw a girl whom I think to be attractive and I'm gonna tell her next time I see her. That is probably one of the most personal things I have ever put on her period. Good for me. Now it's time to make cats dance while they grind wheat for my bread. Yippee! Enjoy yourselves and keep it real my friends.

two times I thought about writing to Jesus

sitting here just having thoughts about robots and music and their relationship. I wanna see a movie based on that. A documentary style film seriously accounting the ability of robots to make beautiful music. Computers do so much these days I figure why not be able to make original musical compositions. Something I believe is that in my lifetime two things will happen. The death of the internal combustion engine and the creation of artificial intelligence. These two things will mark the beginning of the next step in the path we humans are on, evolutionarily speaking. Most people don't think about this stuff, but some do. They are called quantum physicists or "wackos." Maybe someday they'll be quantum wackos. What a beautiful world that will be. Freeze me and thaw me out when that happens.